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The Helpless Moment
Everyone write the autobiography for some reason. Every great man all writes his autobiography by himself. For example, Franklin wrote his autobiography for warning and as a model. And the autobiography may record many important events which influence him a lot in his life. And I decide to write my autobiography to record these events which become my character now.
When I was an elementary school student, I was short, thin, self-abased and diffident. I was so shy that I can’t communicate to my classmates. I had no friends. For example, I was afraid of showing my picture to my classmates. I always refused to show the picture when my classmates requested me. So my classmates hated me and bullied me. To me, my classmates were Devil. Because they did many vicious things like these, daubed some pictures in my uniform, stole my teaching aids, put the emulgent into my beverage, put insects in my bags, changed my answer in the blackboard to make me get punishment from my foolish teacher and so many thing devil could do.
At that moment, I also hated my teachers. My teacher didn’t like me because I always got very bad score in many courses like math. My teachers were unfair, impatient, and foolish because they didn’t have patience to treat a student who had to need more time to learn well. Also, I hate school even I would like to transfer to another school. But, unfortunately, I couldn’t transfer to another school. Even I hated myself because nothing I could do even if I am angry to them. I couldn’t fight back because I was so thin and short. I couldn’t win them in many courses because I am stupid and got the worst score in the class. So I can’t choice but cry at home.
The influence of these events makes me become a person who hates the powerful person, and unfair rule. For instance, I am sympathetic to the protagonist, but feel very angry to the antagonist when I watched the protagonist was bullied by the antagonist in the soap opera. I may make a comment to the screenwriter to express my anger and thoughts after I watched the soap opera. In my opinion, I don’t think it is reasonable that the powerful person can bully some person who was lower than them. Also I don’t think it is reasonable that the person who was lower than powerful person in social status should be bear silently and bullied by them. It’s totally wrong. I think they should oppose to the powerful person. And the powerful person deserved to be punished in the future.
Even if now, I still can’t forgive my classmates who always bullied me and my foolish teacher. So I haven’t attended the class reunion yet. To me, my elementary school life is the sorrowful, angry, and helpless moment. Nowadays, I often think a question could I will become sympathetic to the minority and angry to the powerful person when I read the story or watch the drama if my classmates hadn’t bullied me at that time?

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